I close my eyes, and the flashback starts;
Tuesday, July 14, 2009




self explanatory

cut



i think my hair needs a cut again. its getting too long. and my fringe is annoying me. yes i am a girl.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

erm i seem to be running out of thoughts to talk about.

i am so completely bitter about my boss. and i dont really care if she reads this coz shes a ((*(@&)($)(*#(*&#*&^@#*&&$%#&^%#&^%$!!!!

even i dont even know what that means. but it sounds BAD! hahahahha

Friday, July 10, 2009




im leading a cowgirl lifestyle tomorrow.

just for tomorrow.

p.s. just so you know im not strong enough to talk about it.

im not strong enough to start over again.

tired. of all these thoughts-running, jumping, walking, circling.

Thursday, July 09, 2009
proud :)

im so proud of you. i dont even know how to say it the way i did or the way i should now. you tell me.

bottomline is im proud of you. :)

Tuesday, July 07, 2009
:/



i am hating everything. its so frustrating. not to say there are no good things in life. im not living in poverty, im not starving, im not a lonely beggar on a street. i have all my fingers, toes, limbs, knees, a decent face.

i cant help that sometimes i lost it.

i cant help that im human sometimes.

im appreciative dont get me wrong. i appreciate what life, god has given me up above. its more than one can have. i just want to wallow i guess. just for a lil bit. but il be up and at em in no time.

this head cant take up anymore thoughts.

Saturday, July 04, 2009
recording crap


blogger is a lil funny these days. maybe to me.

anihoos i need a microphone real soon. real bad.

:/